i've got caught by for my pinafore.ARGHHH!

the end. goodnight



IM BROKE IM BROKE ): and fuck i have to meet my vp all because of my pinafore, hope everythings fine
yesterday esp was fun we played basketball. jolene,clare,jan,aaron and i were in a team.haha obviously we lost since we've only got a guy in our team. i shot in one goal YIPEEEE. then we played like whoever shoots the ball in will not need to kiss some other people.okay i lost, i still have to kiss edwards and aaron(not ang). after church went to eat prata house with jan and ian then i went to PS to meet nigel but he took so long so i decided to go home and sleep.
woke up and went to eat macs with jan(: saw adrian and his girlfriend and jamal(: HAH JAMAL! jamal was being fed by adrian.

my jimmy was full after drinking milo and eating sasuage mcmuffin.went to legion late and went to christ the king for the dumb dare to kiss edwards. i didnt(: the priest was near him and all his friends were surronding him. i saw chris and sorry i went off so fast. nigel you said you saw me! and you didnt say hi! so i just went to mindi's tuition thingy with gillian.

MINDI IS A PRECIOUS GEM (:



: D comps all over, good luck to sngymers whose finals are tomorrow, go out and shine tomorrow!

yes yes im very delighted that comps all over(((((((((: SEEEEEEEE
i did kinda well though, at least better than last year. and im happy i didnt fail any elements including beam.PHFEWWWWWWWWW
sngymers are going cafe cartel for celebration tomorrow.since its so near our competition venue yes it is at junction 8. wonderrrrrrrrrr what im gonna eat? im in a hungry mood now.



OH GOLLY GOSH TOMORROW IS MY COMPETITION AND IM SO FUCKING NERVOUS! GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO STAY CALM AT ALL COST AND I WANNA WIN! BUT I KINDA ALREADY KNOW I WONT. THERE IS LIKE SUPER PRO PEOPLE COMPETING AND I GOTTA SLEEP EARLY NOW! EXCITING DAY TOMORROW OR MAYBE A DAY FILLED WITH TEARS TOMORROW! I SURE HOPE IT WOULD BE TEARS OF JOY!

HURRAY ME BYE AND MAY GOD BLESS ME.
thank you daddy god



I HATE YOU DAD! YOU MADE MUM AND I WAIT FOR YOU DOWNSTAIRS YOUR OFFICE FOR ONE HOUR AND YOU CAME DOWN AND ASK US TAKE A CAB HOME.IM FUCKING PISSED AT YOU, IM NOT GONNA TALK TO YOU. DONT ACT NICE, YOU'RE NOT! WHEN I WAS YOUNG YOU MADE ME WAIT IN CHURCH FOR YOU FOR THREE WHOLE FUCKING HOURS TO COME PICK ME UP. YES I DO HATE YOU AND I DO REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. I ALWAYS WILL AND YOU'RE NOT FORGIVEN.
let me write a few more words
FUCKED UP
FUCKED UP
FUCKED UP
FUCKED UP
FUCKED UP
YOU'RE SO FUCKED UP DAD OR SHOULD I JUST CALL YOU USING YOUR NAME? I DONT THINK YOU SHOULD BE MY DAD.
im so angry at you that i didnt ate much for dinner and lunch and when you were at the living room, i dashed away and came to use the computer. i dont wanna see your face so just scram.

okay yesterday was fun.it was esp(external service project) so we went to some muslim home and play with the kids.i saw this fat child with light brown hair and he is C-U-T-E!!!! hoho clare i kope already okay! and i carried him first. we played games at the basketball field and rafael pusehd jan! AND CLARE,JAN AND ME PUSHED HIM OUT.after esp clare and i went to town and ate pizza hut.I TREAT CLARE OKAY! (: now tell me im nice,clare.



comp's on wednesday! oh so exciting.im afraid i'll burst out in tears and then i cant do well
im wanting to get the medals for a effing long period of time.we went to bishan to train today to get used to the competition grounds.veron,tina,su,ains,weiyi,rosalie went to j8 and then amk central then we took a bus home.home's good,parents went out.all to myself (:

im tired



AHH DARN! FRANCE LOST BY THE PENALTY SHOOTS,now i lost the bets
thanks la stupid italy! im going to sleep now,JOEL DONT GO SEE MY FUGLY PHOTOS!!! GRRRRRRRRRR



GO FRANCE I HOPE YOU WIN.ALL MY HOPES ARE PINNED ON YOU!
I DONT WANNA KISS EDWARDS,BUY CHMA TICKETS FROM SHAWN NOR OWE ELIAS 10 BUCKS!
PEOPLE WHO ARE VOTING FOR FRANCE! YAYNESS,you have good taste.
GOODBYE ITALY,MEET YOUR DOOM! muahahaha evil laughs*

went out with pops and big mama and shopped for clothes,cupboard and slippers.ate delifrance and went shop and save to buy groceries.I HOPE FRANCE WIN! I REPEAT FRANCE SHALL WIN!
i shall catch a short nap before chris and jerry wakes me up for soccer.



school ended at 12,trained till my body begs me to stop.AND I WAS VERY VERY SLEEPY! yawns.
went choa chu kang to support the trackers and went to window shop.came home,dinner! and i smsed clare happy birthday but i guess she didnt bothered to reply me.we celebrated on monday already and today she is having fun with her school mates.

WELL BESTIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <3>
tomor is a bad bad day,first of all training is ultra super duper early at 8.30 and 'judges' will come to judge out gym stuff,so that we could get use to the competition feeling.after that is cat class ): and outing with jolene,im gonna skip guitar lesson again.TEE HEE




GOODBYE TINGXIE HELLO HOME SWEET HOME.i get to ponn school today cause i woke up late,and most of all NO MORE TINGXIE FOR ME(: woke up at 7.40 i guess and went to sleep at 8.HAD 2 NIGHTMARES! ITS SO REAL! AND I THINK GHOSTS ARE REAL.its not my first time dreaming about ghost but today i had 2 different ghost stories!

MY FIRST STORY
i was in the car with my brother while he drive to jurong(i dont know why) and he drove and my parents have to wait at amk station for him to return to pick them up.BUT THE WEIRD THING IS THERE IS ENOUGH SPACE FOR ALL OF US TO FIT IN THE CAR,okay never mind then he drop me near novena there,the place leading us to geylang that way(i think).it was late and dark and i was walking and exploring the damn place,saw like scary looking people with grey eyes and red and swollen face.the swollen face guy pointed to me like to scram.then i run in front to cross the road,i saw this NORMAL looking guy and followed him around as i was afraid something bad might befall upon me.then we went into this chinese restaurant and eat,I DONT KNOW WHY AGAIN I WENT TO TAKE MY 2 SPOILT PHONE IN THE RUBBISH BIN???!!! okay then i went back to eat with that normal looking stranger.when i walk out,i realised i was in a ghost town and something was grabbing me not to leave the place,IT WAS ORANGE IN COLOUR AND I SAID A PRAYER TO GOD.it got easier to released and and finally got away,some auntie said to me YOU MUST MOCK THE PEOPLE THERE THEN CAN BE SAFE.so yeah i did and i laughed at the people selling pajamas and the positutes.i called my parents but when the orange thing was grabbing me,they didnt seem to see me and drove off.when i was mocking they saw me and made a u turn.THEREFORE I WAS SAFED AND I TOLD THEM GOD SAVE ME.
THE END

MY SECOND STORY
was heading to the thempark when some weirdo guy was stalking me and he came towards me and ask whether he can have my number(i think im having such nightmare because of the stupid ah beng at the arch bishop cup)then i said no and ran into the themepark,he wanted to chase after me but he cant get through the gates.i went into like some hotel where my friends are there(i cant recognise any,but yeah my friends?) they said they would help me and they used a helicopter to get me out of this damn place,i escape out of the stalker's sight!(: they drop me off at the geylang place! where everything happen!!! i walked around,everything was a blur.
i woke up. SO GALD TO BE GHOST-LESS.

my phone said 15 miss calls from chris.haha sorry i forgot to put my phone on the virbration mode

im going for training now.ciao



ahh fuck i just started learning my ting xie! its so fucking importand because it is graded and in my ppr(pupil's progress report)!

AHHHHHHHH GOTTA MUG TONIGHT,AND MAYBE CATCH SOME TV LATER ON.
ciao



im bored,goodnight.
i wish i have no more guitar lessons(:
bye bye



letter from your name .- R
thing that you are thinking .-someone (:
place you would like to be now .- town with my friends
thing that is infront of you .- phone
name that is in your mind .- somebody (:
thing that make you go mad .- when i think of things that can never be erased.
thing that make your day today .- jokes
thing that make you mad today .- tuition? its funny but i dont like tuition.does it make sense?
thing that attracts you .- HAR HAR SOMETHING,SOMEONE.
thing that make you sad .- when i fall down or fails to do something
person you wish to see .-SOMEBODY!(:
one of your idol .- i'll fill this up someday
movie that you had seen lately .- RV1 guy/girl that attracts you lately .- its a him,and im not gonna say his name.
person you last seen .- my tuition teacher.
person you last went out with .- mindi,and the rest of the people
style of your favourite .- tees,belt,skirt,sneakers,jeans.
food that you love to eat .- sushi (:1
gift that you want to give to somebody .- a wallet to jeremiah cause i owe him a present.
thing that you cant forget: when i saw that special someone



hee hee bluffed my gym coach i've got tuition and went off early.went to eat with mindi and left for arch bishop's cup with nicolette and minn.haha i saw aaron,nigel,agustine,samuel,botak head,ignatius,grabriel chee.HAR I MADE A NEW FRIEND,HE SAID IM NICE RIGHT MINDI??? (: im always nice mindi,unlike you.HAR HAR! i love you boyfriend(mindi). i cant believe a gangster person asked for my number,EWW EWW HE GOT LIKE TWO TATOOS AT THE BACK.ahhhhh scary,my poor fragile heart <3 HAHA FUCK HOW COME IM SPEAKING LIKE THIS.oh and ya...
sorry nigel,i tore your 10 bucks,and whacking you,pinching you and laughing.ALTHOUGH YOU ARE REALLY THE MORON.i'll get a new 10 bucks for you.

I STILL LOVE MINDI.
went tpy to eat kfc and took mrt to amk and then took 159 back home.
STOP EATING THE PICK YOU DUMB PELICAN(wprse thing is,you cant fly).hah jerry you got second! oh well dont be sad,i saw you played and i saw you run fast.i think you're faster than me.HAPPY? hah aaron you suck la,HEE HEE! i still dont know which one is your girlfriend nikki/nikkaye,nikky???
TWO PEOPLE GOT CRAMP AND SO SCARY,THEY CANT WALK.
christopher you got better because of the lucky charm i gave you right,better keep it well or else you'll die.
goodnight(:

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